like every every single morning…Psych Central Betterhelp… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always drawn they’ve always been actually difficult mental days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i may hate it i do not know i don’t actually wish to get a therapist i’ve constantly wished to just deal with my psychological stuff without needing to get one since to me i simply um i just do not want to have to go through all of this and i don’t wish to need to inform individuals all of my things and just go through all of this i just do not feel like doing all of this and i truly just wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not know i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i stated.