like every every early morning…Types Of Alzheimer\\\’s Betterhelp… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always drawn they’ve always been truly hard psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i may dislike it i do not know i do not really want to get a therapist i have actually constantly wanted to simply handle my mental stuff without having to get one because to me i just um i just don’t wish to need to go through all of this and i do not want to need to tell individuals all of my stuff and just go through all of this i just do not seem like doing all of this and i actually just wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i do not understand i’m just tired of handling this and like like i stated.